Some people may find this title
disturbing and sacrilegious for the fact that it denounces what most of you
hold to be the purest entity in their lives. I used to be comforted by the
thoughts of reuniting with lost loved ones in the afterlife. I too used to
tremble at the thought of lightening striking Me Black ass dead if I got some
man upstairs angry and would even become frightened at the thought of this
boogie man called the devil.
I remember gloating on the
shortcomings of non-believers as I was mentally conditioned to think that their
hardships were caused by their lack of faith, belief and anti-Christian ways. I
remember having extreme disdain for people that would question my faith and
would often feel right in ridiculing them.
You couldn’t reach Me. I was
under the spell where I suffered from delusions of superstition that if
anything good happened in My life then God is good but for any short comings
then the Devil is busy. Yeah, I used to believe that I was caught in the
crossfire between God and the Devil.
Then one day I had to grow up. Not
that I lost My religion but for the simple reason is that I had to use
something that My Creator had given Me which is called My brain.
Having faith for the most means
that I had to force Myself to believe something that didn’t add up on any
level. What other situation besides religion do we find ourselves going against
our better judgment while hoping for the best while the worst stares us in the
face besides an abusive relationship? Which for a Black Man in modern day
America, Christianity is a very abusive relationship.
Look at what it took for You to
become a Christian. Someone had to beat Your ancestors into submission to force
their god upon them yet a plantation tradition was formed that was inherited to
You. Yes, with Jesus they put the shackles on Your mind before they took them
off of Your feet. They gave You a god that tells You to love and forgive your
enemies and tell You to endure strenuous amounts of suffering because one day
their god is going to make it up to You for an eternity after they exploit You
to death.
You ever asked Yourself why would
they give You a religion that would empower You when nothing else that ever
came from their direction was ever intended to serve any purpose other than to
either kill You or make You a better servant? Christianity only empowers them
hence Jesus is a White Man’s god.
Christianity will never reward
You in the magnitude that it has for Whites who strategically gave You this
religion. It has rewarded White People with an abundance of stolen material
wealth, a country and maintains their power in the world where Your brainwashed
ass is praying for scraps from the table- calling a new car, a job opportunity,
a home and above Burger King salary buying power a blessing. How can You claim
to have the exact same religion as the ones who gave You this religion but yet
You are not benefiting equally from it?
For most of You My Brothers and
Sisters I know that this is an uncomfortable topic. People that You love very
much that are maybe dead and gone had this faith that they’ve passed down to
You so holding on to the traditions is very sentimental to You. It keeps You content
knowing and ignoring the fact that this is the only thing that is handed down
to You while White Christians don’t waste any time burying their dead being
that they are inherited things along with Christianity such as real estate,
antiques, finances, businesses, political power and jewelry.
Ever wonder why the White Man
only spends an hour in church while You’re up in there half of Your Sunday
praying and listening to some pulpit pimp shout at You, ridicule Your flaws and
is just profane adjectives away from totally telling You that You’re a dumb
fuck?
The White Man gets out of Church
before the food at the buffet grows cold while most Black Men often find
themselves praying to be out of the service before the football game starts. When
I was in My second marriage, I went to Church with My White ex-wife on Easter
Sunday. I realized one thing that day when I saw how short that the Church
service lasted. White People don’t need God as much as Black People do! It’s
kind of like going to Church when Christmas lands on a Sunday. No kid wants to
be stuck up in Church when they have their new toys, video game system or
latest gadget at the house. Now put that in respects to White America. The
world is theirs to enjoy under the banner of Christianity and trust and believe
they aren’t like many of Blacks who pray so long that the food gets cold while
saying grace.
If Jesus was a Universal God then
why don’t the masses worship him under one roof without corruption, judgment or
expectation of conformity? Church is the most segregated place on Sunday
mornings. Why would a Black Man feel comfortable in the presence of White
Christians anyhow? You’re not welcomed in predominately White nightclubs,
neighborhoods and to hold in-law family titles but they will knock on Your door
and have the audacity to tell You that You are welcomed to come to their church
and worship with them? And some of You go for it even though You never question
why aren’t You getting the same results from Christianity as they are. If he
only tolerates Your existence temporarily on Earth then how in the hell do You
think he can stomach the thought of spending an eternity with You in Heaven?
Not one time will they ever
acknowledge how & bloody brutal of a history that White Christians have
with its Black victims. The KKK and Aryan Nation are sects of White
Christianity but the sickness of cloaking hatred with love doesn’t stop there.
When a White Man smiles at You because You tell him that You are saved, he’s
not smiling because he’s looking forward to an eternity in Heaven with Your
Black ass- he’s humored at Your assimilation being that Your brainwashed ass no
longer poses a threat being that You’ve done shut down memory of his past
transgressions against You.
I knew one of You would bring up
Mega Churches where everyone is welcomed. Mostly You see there these religious
hipsters with their broken families, older Black People who have gotten nothing
out of the Black Church who seeks substance in the hypnosis of the ‘anointing.’
The anointing where You can pray away terminal illness, gain financial wealth
and fall out at the command of a man after he hypnotized You to thinking that
You are in the presence of God.
Black Christians have so much
White influence ingrained in their mental existence that they would question
everything else that the Europeans taught them but still will hold on to the
biggest cancer that European influence bestowed upon them- Jesus. They will
even go as far as saying that Jesus was Black so they can hold on to this
plantation religion and forge it into their lives.
Most modern White Christians will
agree that Jesus was a man of darkness but they don’t acknowledge the fact of
why he was painted White in the first place. They will simply evade that topic
by saying, “Color doesn’t matter.”
Well if color doesn’t matter then
why every time I am disturbed by a knock on the door by Christian missionaries
that there is a Caucasian California surfer looking man on the leaflets that
they image as Jesus? Do You think that if they took Jesus as serious enough to
look upon him as a Black Man that they would have the same hatred and carried
out the unbridled acts of terror among Blacks to form the Nation and a Church?
For them to acknowledge that
Jesus was Black yet they still have this White guy in his image alone should
raise some trust issues. If I started a Facebook page, put up an image of a
White Man and gave myself a White Boy name like Dylan or Chad and talked about
My love for Country Music and NASCAR, would You not be disappointed to see that
I’m a Black Man with knowledge of both aforementioned subjects. You will
question My real name, then My intentions for staging another personality
altogether which would make Me lose credit in My knowledge on those subjects.
Even the Bible states that You
can always tell a tree by the fruit that it bares- yet nobody is questioning
this poison that grows from the tree of Christianity.
I have many of White friends that
are Christians. From My understanding of them is that they are good people. A
very near and dear Friend of mine who is no longer with us and was a Nazarine
Preacher. His last words to Me is that He loves Me very much. Where I believe
Him still yet He never walked in the shoes of a Black Man so yet He wouldn’t
know how Christianity isn’t the shoe that I was fit to wear.
I am from down South and grew up around mostly
White People that are Christians. I can agree to disagree with them on a lot of
things with Christianity being the main one. I have friends from the Middle
East that are Muslims and I have Indian Friends that are Hindu. Because these
religions work for them does not mean that they are designed to work for Me.
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